I found out today someone in my close relative's family passed away of cancer at a young age. I didn't know the person very well, but I know the people close to them as they are my distant cousins by family and its been affecting all of us. My family and theirs are distraught due to this and as a result (of this loss and of many other things including politics and the upcoming US elections) my mental health has been struggling again and therefore huge music block...I don't know when the funeral will be but it will definitely be in the next few months and I don't know if I'm gonna have to go up north to attend.
For this reason I will be on the more quiet side of Newgrounds for now and will not be actively posting music. So if you don't see a lot of my FNF au tracks being posted since August or requests not being fulfilled in a timely and quality manner I apologize sincerely for the trouble...I will still be active here, I still love this place god dammit, and won't be leaving, but I will be less active on the forums and posting due to this until I find my chance to strike at the anvil of creative opportunity once again. Thanks as always for your support and please let me know if you need anything from me. <3
R0botSqu1d
I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. Your mental health is important and you shouldn't apologize for taking a break. Take all the time you need, and don't hesitate to ask if you need anything. I hope you're able to find some solace and peace of mind throughout this all.
TheMusicalManiac (Updated )
Its okay. I just feel so bad since I've been on and off hiatus the last few years due to similar things and I feel bad for not being consistent with uploading music and stuff. It'll take me a bit but I'll be making more music as soon as I can. The autumn season's making me feel better a bit so there's that, but I wish I can be more consistent and more motivated to make music. Thanks for being around and supporting me as always pal <3 I appreciate you!!